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[17] 2024-08-08 06:58 The first mobile phone was a Nokia in junior high school, with a full keyboard. The favorite thing was to use QQ. Then I would chat with online friends. At that time, QQ space was like a blog, and could even be used as a search engine. I enjoyed chatting with friends from all over the place, and the desire to share and express was really strong back then. In high school, I couldn't play with my phone casually anymore, only on weekends, and didn't have much time to chat, so I liked to write in my diary. [18] 2024-08-08 07:55 In college, because of my faith, I posted a message in a QQ group asking if anyone believed in the same thing, and then a girl added me and took me to a fellowship group. It was the first time in my life that I met a girl who was warm to me, and I mistook it for love. It was the first time I formally chatted with a girl, and every day I would bother her, asking her various questions. At that time, I was using a Meizu phone with a breathing light. The happiness back then was just guarding the little white circle on my Meizu. Later, I also confessed my feelings, of course, in a timid and vague way. The result was rejection. After that, we lost contact. I also stopped going to the fellowship group. It wasn't until the second semester of my sophomore year to the first semester of my junior year, when I was still using my Meizu. I would post some trivial things in my space every day. Until a girl said, "I've read all your diary entries, you're really good at writing." Feeling both inferior and arrogant, I felt like love had struck me like an arrow through the heart 💘, thinking that I had found a soulmate in this life. From then on, I started a crazy pursuit of that girl. And it was a long-distance relationship, communicating only through text every day. For me, every word was filled with tenderness. I developed a deep attachment to her at that time. Because I once forgot my phone, she got really angry, and I thought she really needed me. Later on, I saw on her Weibo that she said, "In life, you should have three loves: the first is infatuation, the second is obsession, and the third is a lifetime commitment." So I was her obsession, and she was my infatuation. The third person is her husband. We chatted every day. In the beginning, it was intense on both sides, in the middle it was a bit tired, and in the end, I was crazy about her and didn't want to be apart. Until I switched from Meizu to an iPhone, and she switched to Honor. After that, we had no contact. Even today, I still like the Apple ecosystem, maybe I'm better off alone.